Jay had been around for a week now. She was fitting in and Kyo, Jet and Grey were beginning to recognize her as a good friend. Despite her split personality and constant nightmare problem, she was probably the most normal one between them. And that is saying a lot since she is constantly upside down.

It was Friday and Jet had gone to a friends. And in a kind gesture Jet had taken Grey along with him to give Kyo a bit of a brake, even if the fuss of getting Grey to get out the door was a big task. So that left Kyo and Jay. Infact it was almost Saturday. It was the brake of dawn and Kyo hadn?t slept. Jay had fallen asleep curled up and hugging at his side. He tried to sleep, but Jay was stroking and gently scratching at Kyo's stomach as she purred in her sleep. The slight tickling and tingling feeling relaxed Kyo, but kept him from shutting his eyes.

The golden, new light shone in from the bent blinds. The were bent because Jay had crashed into them while Jet had tried to jump her from behind again. Every were seemed to have some thing about Jay printed on it now. The TV had a other broken button, there was a dried paw print on the bathroom wall - Jet again. One of the sheets was slightly torn of were Jay had been clawing at because of her nightmare, there was a bite mark on the font door [don`t ask] and more about the apartment. Kyo liked it that she was staying. He liked to have more friends and people around.

Jay`s tail that had been so still suddenly began to twitch against Kyo`s foot. She began to scratch at Kyo`s stomach more heavily and Kyo could tell she was starting to her nightmare again. Slowly Kyo moved away, leaving Jay laying on the bed stirring and twitching. He thought it would just be best to leave her. So he sat on Grey`s sofa watching over her.

After a while Jay had began to toss over and over, panting and making noses, She had done this last night too. But then some thing that hadn`t happened before did. Jay shot up from the bed and landed on the floor on her feet, her back arched and the tips of her fingers against the floor, keeping her from tipping forward. Her eye?s gleaming with a mix of fear, confusion and anger. Her breathing was jerky and heavy.

There was a moment of silence.

"This dang nightmare !" Jay hissed once she had got her breath back. Kyo didn`t say any thing. From her tone of voice it sounded like she was talking to herself. She must of thought he was asleep. "It`s just a dream ! IT IS ONLY A DREAM ! IT CAN`T BE THEM" Jay hisses quietly to herself through clenched teeth. "Urghhhh . . . It is though" she groaned. Jay shut her eyes and took a deep breath. After a moment or so Jay got to her feet, unaware of Kyo watching her. She was getting all of her things together and putting them in her bag. Kyo didn`t speak. Jay was already in her clothes and she slung her bag over her shoulder and walked over to the TV and picked up a pad and pen from on top of it. For a moment she just held them in her hands, but then she started to write something down and walked slowly over to the corridor while writing. It took her a while to write what ever it was she was putting down.

She slung the pad and pen down onto the bed and took a few steps to the corridor that led to the front door.

She didn`t turn and didn`t look back.

"It`s not Good Bye. Only - See you later" She said aloud to Kyo. She had known he was watching.

She didn`t turn and didn`t look back. She walked on and was out the door, and gone.

`` Dear Friends,

I thank you for letting me stay and I hope you understand that I`m not leaving because of you. I`m leaving to play a part in this war. It is what I was made for, so why not ?

I am going now, but I will see you again. I promise you that.

Kyo - you might not know it but you are a very good friend. No one else has ever wanted to watch over me when I sleep, just to make sure I don`t freak. You should try and do things for yourself though. Things for YOU. Try and just take a breather ever so often.

Grey - Just remember your not alone. Think how much better death is when you earn it. To feel the natural end and to know you haven`t missed anything. Think twice then once again, for me. Stay there for me and when I come back.

Jet - I`v left you my charms bracelet.

Blue Jay. ``