good news! my father is awake after leaving the OR today at 1pm, a heartening progress report. theyre keeping him for a few days to be sure everything is going to be ok, and i will be taking a red-eye friday to get there asap. i wanted to be there right now honestly but boss -really- needs me thursday, which is pool swim day for the kids at work. valid tho, the pool is a hazardous environment where directions need to be followed constantly!! we have lifeguards bc backup is necessary by default! but yeah it does mean im a little... nervous
( i continue to try to make or break a tiny laptop out of junk and a terrible linux build, its a great distraction really )
i feel like it is an inevitability that linux will overtake corporate computer desktop environments as things get more and more ai-based and nasty. i mean, it says a lot that my experiences with trixiepup64 running programs on an ancient computer are still smoother than the windows10 experience at times. the file viewer in windows is just garbage anymore, m an. the FILE viewer. the THING YOU HAD IN VARIOUS WINDOWS TO DO STUFF, FOR WHICH THE OS GOT ITS NAMEohwaerlk;sfsd
oh well
i helped my friend(s) duen/niko clean up their apartment on saturday, which is abt as much patriotism as i wanna display. wearing a tshirt with laika the cosmonaut communist dog that started our losses in the space race, elbow deep in TRAAAASH, helping a fellow queer w wacky brains and trauma from a demeographic the gov hates even exclusing all other factors w just some clutter. cleaning the clutter is much like the puppybook - my brain enjoys seeing a problem with ten thousand angles of attack and ten thousand ways to get overwhelmed and quit and instead goes REVERSE TETRIS WEEEEEE. slowly making my way thru ol cardboard boxes, paper grocery bags, and plush dittos (??) to find the treasures of medicine and laundry and personal items underneath. we had a lot of fun in spite of the disgusting heat, i think. duen put on sonic cartoons for babies n showed me future!tails. edgelord!tails. scruffy!tails lmao i dont know his name.
i still really want to do an olde fashioned screencap adventure for some antidrug propaganda from the 80s but i really need to be sure my dad is ok first. my entire body has been stressed extra and it messes me up to have shouty nightmares and high blood pressure. to feel constantly wound like an 8 day clock. the best i can do is burn it off with projects and physical activity!!
ah yes also....Ask Kyo is alive again. i got some answers to draw...
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( i continue to try to make or break a tiny laptop out of junk and a terrible linux build, its a great distraction really )
i feel like it is an inevitability that linux will overtake corporate computer desktop environments as things get more and more ai-based and nasty. i mean, it says a lot that my experiences with trixiepup64 running programs on an ancient computer are still smoother than the windows10 experience at times. the file viewer in windows is just garbage anymore, m an. the FILE viewer. the THING YOU HAD IN VARIOUS WINDOWS TO DO STUFF, FOR WHICH THE OS GOT ITS NAMEohwaerlk;sfsd
oh well
i helped my friend(s) duen/niko clean up their apartment on saturday, which is abt as much patriotism as i wanna display. wearing a tshirt with laika the cosmonaut communist dog that started our losses in the space race, elbow deep in TRAAAASH, helping a fellow queer w wacky brains and trauma from a demeographic the gov hates even exclusing all other factors w just some clutter. cleaning the clutter is much like the puppybook - my brain enjoys seeing a problem with ten thousand angles of attack and ten thousand ways to get overwhelmed and quit and instead goes REVERSE TETRIS WEEEEEE. slowly making my way thru ol cardboard boxes, paper grocery bags, and plush dittos (??) to find the treasures of medicine and laundry and personal items underneath. we had a lot of fun in spite of the disgusting heat, i think. duen put on sonic cartoons for babies n showed me future!tails. edgelord!tails. scruffy!tails lmao i dont know his name.
i still really want to do an olde fashioned screencap adventure for some antidrug propaganda from the 80s but i really need to be sure my dad is ok first. my entire body has been stressed extra and it messes me up to have shouty nightmares and high blood pressure. to feel constantly wound like an 8 day clock. the best i can do is burn it off with projects and physical activity!!
ah yes also....Ask Kyo is alive again. i got some answers to draw...
